Dear Friends, Drodzy Przyjaciele, Cari Amici,
Lately I have been doing a lot of reading and listening to videos about Quantum Physics and I am learning some really exciting and wonderful things about how our body that we exist in today is not the same body that we had last year..or the year before…or when we were a child…it is also not the same body we will have next year, to 10 years from now..it is LITERALLY not the same body.
I learned that 98% of our atoms are replaced every year. We have a new stomach lining every 5 weeks, a new liver every 6 weeks, new skin every month, a new skeleton every three months, our brain cells are new every year and in every 2 year span, our atoms have 100% renewed.
What does this mean to me?
It means to me that this body that I am inhabiting right now was never abused, never touched by my father or any of the others who abused me in my childhood and early adult life!
This body I have Now, has never been abused! These cells have never been raped! These cells that I live in now, were never sold for child pornography, they were never sold as a child prostitute! This body I am living in Today is Untouched by Harm, Torture, Cruelty and Violence!
Truly, the body that experienced rape, torture, deprivation, violence, horror and trauma has long been recycled through the alchemy of the Earth. In fact, because I am already in my 50’s that body of the child I was, has been renewed and all of its atoms have been completely replaced many, many times! I am biologically very far from the child and person I have been over the years!
This is true, my friends. This is biology. It is beautiful scientific reality. And it is true for all of us human beings.
Now as I let this truth sink in and speak to me, I understand now what it means that the Past is the Past. What is done is Over. My consciousness remembers the past events of my life…and my cells must have an intelligence that remembers the past, because I have had the experience during years of therapy that my body literally would remember and I would feel things as if they were happening in the moment.
That is the power of memory. That is how I stored information and kept storing it until I was finally able to release it in my paintings, my writings and my voice. My mind/consciousness /soul stored painful memories and events in my atoms, that are like boxes, and the boxes have been changing and for many years I put the same stuff into those new boxes..but now I no longer need to store that stuff. My atoms can be full of new and joyful information. The can be porous and free..so that life can just
But now, today, I longer have “physical flashbacks” like I had for many years. This body that I have today..the atoms that make up my physical existence right now, do not seem to carry the dreadful, dark agonies of my earlier life.
Is this a foretaste of the Resurrection, the New Heaven and New Earth when everything will be made New?
All I know is the Joy and Cleanliness I feel today as I accept, enjoy and embrace the reality that this body I am living in Today, was never raped, sold or tortured.
With this new understanding today, a Great Hallelujah is Bursting from my Heart!
With joy in my new body…
Z radością w moim nowym ciele…
Con la gioia nel mio nuovo corpo,
Gabriel Orion Marie
* For those of you who may not know, I have published a series of three books that tell the story of my recovery and healing from profoundly intense physical, sexual and spiritual abuse. These books have dozens of paintings that I did during my process and those paintings are a core form of communication I used in my Healing. These books are available on Amazon. I hope you will read them and pass them on to others!
This White House (Book One), Going Sane (Book Two) and A Spectacular Dawn (Book Three)